Monthly Archives: January 2008

bm

bm

its perfection!

 

the final

the final

word that i am going to say is this on joy division. on this blog that is. i had this shirt that zahir gave me. it was a beautiful shirt. it was an amazing shirt. it was a joy division shirt. it wasnt shit shirt with concert dates on it. it wasnt hand made crap i made with spray paint (done that) it was a beastly hand me down that i wore repetitively without even knowing the draw. maybe i found the draw years later? probably not. still, im in love with their notes. in my last year of college the FIRST time around, in my last semester, as i was transporting my belongings from dorm to car, someone stole my soiled laundry. they took soiled drawers. they took so many socks that i am ANGRY with the dryer. but they took my shirts. you might not think people still hold on for dear life to things like shirts. i do. fast forward to this year -1. i saw a girl wearing the same THE SAME joy division shirt i inherited. so i asked. did you see them? where did you get that? ( i was giddy with apprehension as i thought it was my stolen shirt ) “target” she replied. then she sneered and walked away. i was felled. im still spry, but i was felled. its all relative and that is at the happy end of spectrum life, but that was a peg down in the world for me.

 

stay golden

stay golden

I saw it coming I just thought that you should know I’m feeling better every day I’m only waiting if you stay So don’t feel bad Your faith was an illusion And you’re as loyal as your faith Will let you be Your expectation It’s not hard to live without I’m feeling better every day And emptiness still leaves a space So don’t feel bad You lost all your emotion And may you find all your relations Will keep you free A careless bird is complicated An empty nest still leaves a space –au revoir simone

 

i missed

i missed

how you rocked out and you crocked out and you talked out and you walked out. oh was that my mistake? right. you were paying attention in that moment. so was i. you missed it.

 

if it was a case expression

if it was a case expression

in case you didnt get the memo, the lemony snicket series of books are splendastic. what was not? the movie. the movie was? excreterrible. i am reading the books at the earlier behest of my sister who bought me the first 3. mom bought me number 4 to bridge the thrift buys. now all i see at the thrift store book section is the potential 12. i am at 9 now. they are all welcome in my dwelling. what is a fitting caprock to the series? the tribute album by he who will not be named. it is truly parallel. it is dreary. dreary.

 

restitution

restitution

all bets are off! you heard it here.